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I was just reading Lissa's blog. This one: http://lissa-en-belgique.blogspot.com/2006/06/end.html and here is the comment I posted in response:

"I. Am. Bloody. Scared.
Yesterday in Drama, everyone was so stressed and snapping at eachother. Many of us just sat there - fuming. Why is everything changing so quickly? Why are these relationships that felt so easy beginning to crumble?
I remember, while pissed off during said stuffiness, saying something like "I have never been happier to be leaving school." What a lie!!! I'm going to miss it SO MUCH because of the security of it all. There isn't anything more powerful than the bond between me, my friends and my school. I don't know what I will do without this sense of structure."

So... yeah, that's my basic thought-proccessing at the moment. But that will need a whole seperate entry, so I guess I'll do that tomorrow when I have more time.

I had such a bad beginning-migraine in math yesterday. I left and didn't come back for 45 minutes. I drank water in a dark dressing room, because I didn't have medicine. I talked about stupid things to Matt T., because I was losing my mind. Quite the afternoon.

Just clicked on the blog of my lovely Meggerz. She's so poetic. Not in a rhymey way, but in a "I'mma-make-Ash-cry-and-think" way. Well, Meg-Full-Throttle, GL on EVERYTHING!!!

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