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I'm Aisling. I'm a "dorkerella," on the never ending quest to be the world's greatest know-it-all. This is my story.09 March 2006
The Xanga Era
March 9, 2006
What's good about Ash:
Is that she always comes back.
So, yes. In a desperate attempt to keep in touch with my TPMBers, I have rejoined the Xanga I so loathe. And I have a crappy layout. I shall fix it tomorrow and make it super fab. I have no school tomorrow, yay.
It's early, and my brain power is limited. But I thought I'd just say hi, so when people notice I've subscribed to them they dont think I'm a stalker. Or atleast, not the bad kind 
That's it!
Loadsa Luv,
Ash
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Lazy moi.*Sigh* I am lazy today. I'm supposed to clean-up a bit, before my father returns from work around 5-ish, but I haven't yet even thought about anything more than a hot shower, which would be delecatble right now since it is simply freezing in my basement. Perhaps, if I showered, that would lead to my cleaning the bathroom, which must be done, it's a hell-hole in there! And I still need to decide if I want to head over to Orry's tonight, or not. Because I wouldn't be going until around 8-ish, and I have to work the next day at 9am, which means I'd need to come home for the night, so I'd only be able to stay for two hours or so, and is it really worth it? Because I mean, the bus ride alone is almost as long as my actual stay would be. Hmmmmm... I got paid today | |||
, yay! Now I don't have to worry about how far I can stretch my 20$. Darn 88$ paycheques, what is this world coming to? Speaking of which, I will have to put up with it again in the coming weeks since I am not working the next two Saturdays. Quel horreur! I am going to be SOOOOOOO poor!!! Ah well, I guess you can't win 'em all, and I suppose I should just learn to budget! That would be beneficial indeed. GAH! AMAZING SITES!!!OK, I have 2 amazing sites for you. 1) http://www.emotioneric.com/ and 2) http://www.picturesofwalls.com/
I seriously laughed my bum off. |
Hola. Wow. It's been a week. It feels like more. I miss TPMB. I didn't even go on it much when it was "alive," but now that it's gone, I miss everyone. Reading journal entries isn't the same as participating in conversation-like messages. *Sigh* I have a MySpace now (yup, finally jumped on ye olde bandwagon), the URL is myspace.com/aislingb, so add me to your friends list biatch. We started our audition unit in Drama, and I finally chose a contemporary piece. In it, I am a 15 year old girl called "Wildflower" (actually, her name is Ruth, but she's called Widlflower...?) who is trying to explain to a younger girl that my dad doesn't want to marry her mom, he wants to be with her dad. Yup. Apparently, our fathers are living together. My teacher said it was "intense." I think I'd prefer my contemporary to be "intense," though, because then when I do my classical I won't have to worry about emotion, I can just play a happy, bubbly part (which is what I'm good at.). In any case, all I have to do it for is to pass, I don't plan on being an actor like most of the people in my class anyway. I am so psyched because today is Thursday, and normally on Thursday we have double math (i.e. math for 1h10mins, lunch for 35 mins, math for 1h10mins) but TODAY is Parent/Teacher interviews, so we only have 1 math class so we leave early and the teachers can eat and stuff so they're not passing out or throwing up on parents. Yup, that's the gist of it, I think. Anyway, it's good because I HATEHATEHATE math. However, I shall not be going to P/T interviews, on account of I did not tell my mom, and I have a 59% in the despised math class. I can't tell my mom that, because she'd kill me, so that's that. P/T interviews are weird anyway. I mean, why make the Drama Teacher go to them? Firstly, who fails drama? And secondly, whose parents care if their child fails drama? I mean, sure, I'd be concerned that my child is obviously terminally stupid for failing drama, but it's DRAMA. Anyway, enough out of me. |
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY FRIEND ANNE!!!! Yup, it's Anne's 18th. So, today, we went downtown to Moxie's and Lissa bought her a 2oz shooter and we all shared cloud pancakes. Wow, by the way, quelle amazing pancakes. Then, at lunch, we went to Shoppers Drug Mart and bought scratch&win tickets and cigarettes. I obviously don't smoke, but I did scratch a ticket. Mraculously, I won.....
NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow, amazing huh? Now we're chillaxing at the library, then we shall go to Canadian Tire and use my discount for candy, then we shall go to see a movie. I think we're seeing "V For Vendetta," which shall be good. Oh and before we came here we went to the Superstore Liquor Store and Anne bought a shooter to mix into her pop when we go to the film. YAY FOR ILLEGAL ACTIVITIES!!!! Which by the way, she is on a roll, giving minors cigarettes and lottery tickets. OK, so it's 19 days until my 18th birthday.... wow. And I don't think I'm going to the graduation banquet afterall. Because I don't feel like spending all that money on an overrated, 5 hour long event. So, yes, I'll keep y'all posted on that one, won't I? Yes, yes I will. Well, now I am bored with my weekly entry, so bye. I LOVE YOU (my TPMB GRRRLLZ, not you stalkers....) |
V for VendettaOh my GOD, I have a new favourite movie... V for Vendetta I cannot even begin to tell you how much I loved it or how amazing it was. It was just.... ... really funny how we decided to go see it! Because we were deciding between seeing "Brokeback Mountain" (which I LOVVVVED and was filmed just outside my city) and "V for Vendetta," and all three of us decided on "V for Vendetta," because we thought the other two wanted to see it. Meanwhile we were all silently thinking it was going to suck! But it didn't! It was spectacularily fantastic! Yesterday I put in my two weeks notice at work. I'm sad because I love everyone I work with. I don't love making minimum wage while everyone else in the city is making way more than me and I've worked there for a year and four months. So I'm done. Yesterday I also wrote a letter to Lissa's friend Shane who is serving in Iraq right now in the American army. The actual letter writing was fun, but now the war seems freakier, having a face to put to it. I don't know Shane that well, because we only spoke through MSN and that was 3 years ago, but he makes Lissy happy so he must be alright. I'm really worried about the Canadian soldiers in Afghanistan right now aswell. It's also scary to know there are boys out there, not much older than my friends and I putting their lives on the line for a cause they believe in. Even if I don't believe in the cause (which i kind of don't- I'm definately anti-war for any reason), it's still amazing. Well, that's my update! Later....
(Oh yeah, and I forgot about Beebs, who falls into both categories as a TPMB grrrrl and a stalker. Sorry dahling!) |
I just really love payday.... I mean, wow. I have money again and can therefore buy stuff that I need. Like coffee. New layout-majigger. Yup. Featuring my favourite movie, "V for Vendetta." So, that's always fun. I'm kind of liking Xanga now. But I like it better without ads. Maybe I shall splurge and get their uber special account deely! Yes.... Well, I have to go to school now. The last day before spring break, what fun!!!! |
6 DAYS UNTIL MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!Well, wellll.It's SO SAD! My Spring Break is OVER and I haven't accomplished anything!!!! I didnt even GLANCE at my math assignments, which isn't really a big surprise, but I MEAN, COME ON... I did work a bit.... a lot, actually. Saturday was sad though, knowing that it was my last Saturday with everyone. (Did I mention that I quit my job?) So.... my last day is Wednesday. That'll be.... meh. I don't want to say sad, because this was my decision, but I will miss everyone. I wouldn't be leaving if they paid me what everyone else gets paid. I mean, I make JUST OVER minimum wage, and I've worked there for a year and five months. Even McDonald's is hiring people at over 10$ an hour, and I'm only making 7$. Sure, that was fine when I was sixteen, and it was my first job, but I'm going to be eighteen on Saturday, I can't afford it anymore!!!! Anyway, I like finding new jobs and filling out applications, so that'll be good. Ummm.....at the moment I really diggin' "Rent." Wow. And I saw this movie on Family called "High School Musical," which made me laugh. That's a little embarassing on account of its for preteens and I will be an adult in 6 days. Ah well, I'm young at heart. And... that's all I can come up with! Talk to you later!!!!
P.S. Oh yeah, I'm a vegetarian again. |
2 DAYS UNTIL MY 18TH BIRTHDAYUgh. My parents suck. I HATEHATEHATE them. They're not letting me go to Drama Festival because I have a 55% in math. OK.... 1) Drama Festival is a course REQUIREMENT for Drama 30. 2) I'm NOT good at math. I SHOULD be in applied math. It is a MIRACLE that I even have a 55 in pure math. 3) My teacher teaches everything SO STUPIDLY. Like, he'll be teaching it, and then he'll be like "that's not right," but he's not genuinely confused, he is trying to make us "learn," so we start over and do it properly, except for one problem I'VE ALREADY LEARNED IT THE WRONG WAY. So, yeah, I'm almost 18 and my life is miserable. I wish my parents would just LAY OFF and respect and accept the fact that I am an ADULT and am therefore responsible for my own actions. Besides, I won't be living there next year anyway- If I get accepted into Katimavik I'll be somewhere else in the country, and if I don't I'm definately going to move in with friends. BECAUSE I CAN'T TAKE IT. RAWWWWWRRRRrrrrrrrr. Anyway, last night was my last night working at Canadian Tire. I am surprisingly sad. When Kathryn came to say goodbye to me I got all wistful and teary. But I did have awesome cake. Ice cream cake. With Oreo, Crispy Crunch, Skor and Smarties on top. Yum yum yum. |
Whoooot! 18!!!!!!!Things I did on my 18th bday.... 1) Ate a 7ft crepe!!! It was chocolate, banana, nutella and almonds with ice cream and I got it in Kensington from this place called the Danube cafe. AWESOME!!!! 2) Bought lottery tickets. I spent 5$ and won 1$ WHOOOOOTTTTtt. 3) Went to the liquor store and joined their club. Hehheh, got a tag for my keys! 4) Went to The Ship And Anchor for dinner. Yum. 5) Watched HP PoA, to round it all off in a kiddy kinda way! Then, today, I drank 4 bottles of Mudshakes. Yum. So sweet.... and DON'T be hatin' on the cheep coolers, I'll have you know that I am le cheapest drunk you will ever meet. So my 5% alkie-habit is finnnnnne. |
Audition Drama Thingy Today!!!Today is the long-awaited audition-thing my drama class is doing for a guy from Theatre Calgary (...I think... maybe ATP????). I have my classical and contemporary pieces memorized, but I haven't shown the classical to anyone. I was SUPPOSED to yesterday during the first period 3 (my Spare) but then the guy I was supposed to show was all "busy" and just made me wait for him. So, the second period I was like "screw it," and went out for a belated-birthday lunch with Anne. Yayyyyyy. So, today is the audition. But I have to leave before he critiques us 'cause I have a doctor's appointment :( Oh yeah, and yesterday when returning from lunch Anne and I came upon a man in a wheelchair, trying to get into our school. Which is impossible. Firstly, our school is almost 100 years old, and there are stairs everywhere. My friend Mel had an accident in grade 10 and was in a wheelchair and she couldn't come to school for months! Then, he told us he was trying to get to the band room. Which is in the basement. Yes, a flight of MARBLE STAIRS, down into the abyss. So, we told him there was a door about 100ft over with only a small step he could try, then he could travel around the first floor where there are a few ramps, but other than that.... And he said thanks, and we asked if he wanted us to fetch someone from the office, and he said no, and I don't know what happened, but I was late for French. So, I went to French, and M. Ward asked me why I was late, and I told him about the man, and he marked me late. Then he finished attendance, and said "I'm not gonna mark you late for helping a handicapped man...." and erased it. Which I found funny. Ahhhhh, my life is boring, so now I shall go to school.
[Edit] Ahhhhhhhhh, I forgot!!! Thursday I'm going to see Jay Crocker (my parentals music teacher) at the Warehouse.... but that's not that exciting. On SUNDAY however, I'm going to see Protest The Hero, THE SPILL CANVAS (<3),> and other bands at the Underground!!!! Whhhooot! [/Edit] |
The last few days....Well, what happened? Hmmm....
On Thursday we (as in my parentals, Anne and I) went to the Warehouse to see jay perform. It was hecka fun. Except don't drinka RedBull and then a Bacardi and then a RedBull because you get MAJOR hiccups, and its just not fun. And don't dance with your RedBull either because it's carbonated, ha ha. Anyway, it was BLASTFUL, so Whhhheeeee. Oh yeah, and I didn't get ID'd when I went in, squeeeeeeeeeeee...... Then on Friday I was REALLY bored, ALL DAYYYYyyyyyyyy. Then Justine phoned me and told me she and Lissa were bored. So we 3-wayed Lissa and I told them they should bake together, so they decided they would except it was 7pm and it would take Justine 2 hours to get to Lissa's. And then I was feeling all left out, and sad because I couldn't go and then my mom said I could go if my room was clean and I did some laundry!!! So, I did, because I live wayyyyyy closer to Lissa than Justine does (as in about 10 minutes away). Then my mom told me I'd have to take the bus or walk because gas prices are so high (104.5$/L guys!!!! GAHHHHhhh!), but then my dad said he'd drive me because he has a company truk so the gas is payed for by his company. So, we drove to meet Lissa and Justine at Sobeys (which was still open- wow), and I blasted RENT because it is such a great soundtrack. Then we got there and Lissa told me to go buy a bottle of Vodka. And I walked in to the Liquor Store and there were four guys a used to work with. And one of them goes "I never knew you were eighteen!" and I was like "Yup, last week," and then I grabbed this huge bottle of vodka and went to pay and since I am part of the Liquor Club, it only cost me (or Liss, technically) 16$!!!! Yayyyy. So, we went to Lissy's (my dad drove us, so more yayyyyys) and she made Sex in A Pan. Except there were no nuts so it was Lesbian Sex in A Pan. And it was SOOOOOO good. She also made yummy punch with our vodka, and we ordered pizza. Yummy. Then we stayed up until 2am, which made it my second night a row being out past 2. Then the next morning, Lissa made Jim's waffles, as always, and I ate one with sex in a pan on top. Then my parents picked me up, and we went shopping, and I got a wonderful recipe book for easter to put (duh) recipes in!!! YAY! And I bought the Panic! CD and The Spill Canvas CD. Then yesterday, we had Easter dinner, and I made yummy broccolli and cheese casserol. And I was SUPPOSED to go see Bayside/The Spill Canvas <3> And now I should be going to school except I have a drama time comp, so YAYYyyyyyy, I can laze around and catch a ride with my dad and brother when they go to the doctor!
Wow..... long entry. |
Yesterday, I flashed a group of people downtown....I didn't mean to! I swear! I was just walking, wearing a flowy skirt and not paying attention when Anne walked over this grate. So, I followed her, thinking she wanted to turn off into some shop, or something, and that it was just a sewer. No luck. Vent. So my skirt goes up and I scream and try to get it down, but my screaming only attracts attention, so everyone is staring, and I try to move off the vent, but I can't do that AND hold down my skirt, and OH MY GOD, what a catastrophe! Then, at the next corner a lady made fun of me for trying the whole Marilyn Monroe thing, and I almost wished the vent had sucked me in, or blew me to Jupiter, or anything but be on that street at that moment. Anne says she's going to tell everyone, too. OK. Something that's been bothering me lately, since I turned 18 and started going places- why is public drunkeness okay? Don't get me wrong, I like drinking as much as the next girl, but WHY ON EARTH WOULD ANYONE WANT TO BE SHITFACED AROUND STRANGERS?!?!?!?! Ugh. I can understand going to a friends house where it's just people you know, and maybe letting yourself go, but.... say, going to a bar to meet a guy you met in a bar, who you know nothing about except that he has a sweet car and a RAZR phone, and then getting nearly-plastered with him and his friends who are over 7 years older than you? Ugh. It's disgusting, in my opinion. LEARN YOUR LIMITS AND USE YOUR HEAD. Anyway.... I need a new job, so I should really type up my resume, maybe I'll start that now, or soon.... |
I JUST WANNA SCREAMI found out this morning that the doctors have given my uncle two years to live. He has Hepititus C..... And I'm REALLY pissed, because my aunt phoned to tell my mom RIGHT BEFORE she had to go to work. As in, she was almost out the door, and then she had to drive to work TOTALLY UPSET and ALONE. I don't even know what to say.... I'm still sick, and matinees are today, and I didn't feel like going to school straight-off, so I phoned my brother and I in 'late' for this morning. Then I won't have to have classes until 2. Nice. Um.... yup. Performance week, and I'm SICK. It sucks SO BAD. Plus all this STRESS. I just want July to come so I can run away. That's all I have the energy for. Sorry. |
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17 December 2004
Adventures in Livejournal!
| My LJ... | [17 Dec 2004|09:21am] | ||||||||||
Hey guys!!! Yeah, I've switched over to Livejournal since I know a bunch of people on here! I guess I'll close my DL then.... Later. Anyway, I'm at school right now. Working on my "portfolio." Ah well, I'll have plenty of time of Xmas break. Then I have broadcasting which shall be loads of nothing, and math and I have a test (I agree with Kat, what kind of evil saddistic people make you write tests on days that are supposed to be easy?), then English. | |||||||||||
blah| Xmas holidays are the best times for... stuff.... | [20 Dec 2004|07:27pm] | |||||
Hey everyone. How goes it? I would just like to welcome LISSA to LJ, her s/n is dying_hope_xox. Fab username, I MUST say... although she did make me avert my eyes the half hour it took her to come up with it. *Sigh* | ||||||
confused| Xmas is over... and it hasn't even begun.... | [24 Dec 2004|10:26pm] | ||||||||||
Hiya. | |||||||||||
chipper| My favourite things... | [24 Dec 2004|11:55pm] | ||||||||||
Here's a list of some of my fav things for those of you who are interested (hey, it's nearly midnight on xmas eve, cut me some slack!) | |||||||||||
dorky| It's so late... it's tomorrow! | [25 Dec 2004|03:36am] | ||||||||||
Hey guys! Welcome to Aisling: After Hours. *Rawr* Um... no actually, it's like 3.30 am. And I'm still up. And I've been up since 7. If I stay up until 7 right now, I will pull 24 hours again. But, no, I'm very tired and should probably go to bed soon... | |||||||||||
scared| Spied | [25 Dec 2004|06:28pm] | ||||||||||
Ha ha, my uncle just sort of cleaned our computer and said that someone's been spying on us. My mom replied with "wow, they must be pretty bored...ha ha. But really... wouldn't it be funny if there was a site out there, like aislingb.com with stuff that I do online and pics of me walking down the street? And an entire nerd colony that worships me? Wow. Although it is quite scary too, because who knows what these spies have read about me or my friends over MSN??? All of my secrets could be exposed! Someone could write a tell-all book and ruin my life! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | |||||||||||
| Bonjourness! | [26 Dec 2004|09:46pm] | ||||||||||
Happy Boxing Day! | |||||||||||
bouncy| You make me wanna LA LA in the kitchen, on the floor.... | [28 Dec 2004|11:33pm] | ||||||||||
Well, yesterday/ today were vair vair fun. I went to Justine's last night and it was soooo crazy and fun and such, especially when the cops showed up! | |||||||||||
giddy| Happy New Years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | [31 Dec 2004|11:42pm] | ||||||||||
Hey all of you! So, it's New Years in a few minutes.... Yes, I am aware of that! I'm not THAT blonde. *Sigh* We're watching JOSH on his WEBCAM, which is obviously odd... | |||||||||||
| Hellloooooo | [06 Jan 2005|03:19pm] | ||||||||||
Hey guys... it's been a while. A few days atleast! Ha ha. So, I'm just at school... in CALM. Fun, huh? Yup. Looking at stuff. Fun, huh? So let's see, what's been up lately???? | |||||||||||
| Chillin in CALM.... watching exams approach | [11 Jan 2005|01:55pm] |
| Well, here we are, the last week of the semester. In CALM. Admidst the yelling. Learning about taxes. Can you say *yawn*/headache??? Anywayyyyy.... I want my MP3 guy player deely to work. *Hits it on table* Lol. I have all the system rqs so I don't know what's wrong..... Study study study. That's what I have to do this week. And my ENTIRE career portfolio. Fun, fun! Atleast I only work Thursday. Friday is my ENGLISH FINAL and that afternoon I have a Math unit test, which is TOTALLY UNFAIR..... The school OFFICIALLY canceled classes for Friday and Monday afternoons since the schedule was all screwed up, and my math teacher is STILL making us go to her class... ARG. Well, g2g... BYE! | |
[12 Jan 2005|08:17am]
| [ | mood | | |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | music | | | "Love Song"- Scott Clifton | ] |
Tests suck. It's true. For example, I have finals this week and next. And on Friday I'm supposed to write my English final from 9-11 (ugh. Early), and then in the afternoon we were SUPPOSED to go to periods 3 and 4 but they cancelled that because it's really hard to go to class when all the desks are in the gym being used for exams. But NO, my math teacher insists we go to class on the Friday to write our Personal Finance unit final. ARGness.
Gie us a break people!!! I know the semester is 5 days shorter, but we're already STRESSED enough. Plus, the weather is dreadful and obviously that's affecting us aswell. -40deg. C is TOO COLD TO FUNCTION PROPERLY!!!!!
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| @ Home, waiting for the roof to fall.... | [17 Jan 2005|08:38am] | ||||||||||
Hey. Thought I'd give this a little updating. Well, it's exams week, obviously. Last day of the semester tomorrow with stupid 90 minute classes and only a 30 minute lunch break! Who thinks up the schedule in that faschist torture chamber? Definately some saddist... Anyway, I'm just sitting here, avoiding studying for math, listening to my Lacuna Coil CD.... Yup. Good times. No seriously, I love this CD so much.... And I just remembered that I NEED to buy a Muse CD, because the guys were listening to it in Broadcasting the other day, and I ADORED it. | |||||||||||
| Oh yeah... | [19 Jan 2005|12:41pm] | ||||||||||
Yeah, Up there *points* You may have noticed a link to my new personal site. I suggest you visit it :P I'll still be writing in this thing though, so don't think you've heard the last of me! But I also thought it would be nice to have a place where I can put stuff I've written in my journals, that has been hidden away, where it can be seen and admired by the losers out there who have time to read it. Not that you are losers, you understand. I luv you all in a purely platonic way :P | |||||||||||
| New layout!!! | [21 Jan 2005|08:56am] | ||||||||||
Hey guys! You may have noticed (if you're viewing this from my actual page, and not your friends page) that I got a semi-layout up! Thanks to Kat (a.k.a Moonshad0w) for help with the style override! | |||||||||||
indescribable| Say it's okay... say I thought that love would guide us blindly.. | [24 Jan 2005|09:12am] | ||||||||||
Hey. Welcome to Day 1 of supreme boredom. Lol. I mean, I ADORE having a week off from school, but I DETEST sitting a home doing nothing :P | |||||||||||
semi-awake| Back to school... | [31 Jan 2005|11:58am] | |||||
Well, here I am, first day back at school and already slacking off in Bio to update my LJ, lol. There go my good student resolutions out the window... | ||||||
drunk (j/k, I wish)| Long timeage, no talkage | [19 Feb 2005|06:33pm] | ||||||||||
Hey guys. It's been a while. I'd just like to start off this entry with a mention of Cari-Lynn Gaulton, who was murdered last week. R.I.P Cari! I know I only met you a few times, but you were a great girl and will be greatly missed. | |||||||||||
meh| WHoooooooo.... | [20 Feb 2005|10:31pm] | ||||||||||
Heyyyyaaaaaaa guys! Lol. Well, tonight was mucho funno. And can you believe I spent it with my family?? Actually, it was more like with a bottle of spicy caesar, a karaoke machine and my family as an audience. Fabby in ways that cannot be described. My keyboard is being STUPID and the space bar isn't working properly. *kicks keyboard* | |||||||||||
| Sickie... | [24 Feb 2005|07:54pm] | ||||||||||
Yup. I feel sick. Emotionally and physically. I won't get into the emotional, but, the physical is an obvious one that is worth talking about. | |||||||||||
sick| A few minutes later... | [24 Feb 2005|08:32pm] |
| Okay. Something just isn't right. And I know what it is, because this happens all the time. Prepare for the downfall Brace for the breakdown Follow the pattern. Everything's the same. | |
[26 Feb 2005|09:11am] I have said it before, and I'll say it again... I need a new header for this deely! Lol. But, with what on it? I'll come up with something.
Until then, I'm very exhausted :P
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| Welcome to Biology.... | [03 Mar 2005|11:51am] |
| Here I am again. Sitting in biology "doing a nutrition project." Typing crap. Yup. I should put my life story in the encyclopedia. The Wikipedia to be exact. It's the best one. Last year, I wrote that *censored for my protection* sucked. Duaa wrote that she is the future wife of Prince William. We say it should also be documented that we are soul sistas. I wish it was tomorrow. Tomorrow will be fun. And tomorrow is always cool. I wish today was over, because today is uber crapola, double biology hell. Did you know that overdoing on Vitamin E can impare your sex functions? Yeah, so LAY OFF THE BROCOLLI! I hate Karla. She thinks she is so smart with her "Internet." It makes me sick. Well, today is the day of nothing. Rien. Nada. Finito. Lol. There's nothing to do today. Except maybe my Napoleon project, but as Napoleon once said "I am the most boring person on Earth, and deserve to have my eyes torn out, and shoved up my ass." He really did say it too. Check my sources. Lol. Well, I don't have much else to say except BOOOOO!!!!! And may maggots feed on your soul until the end of your furry little life. | |
| Cynical | [12 Mar 2005|11:47pm] | ||||||||||
You know what sucks? Being sick. You know who sucks? Josh, for making me sick. You know what else sucks? Giant rainstorms which contribute to me being sick. Bleerrrggggeee. I don't mean to whine, but *whinnnnnnnnnney*. I worked today, and I work tommorrow, and then school starts once again on Monday. Boooo. Is it March break yet? Aauuuugggrrrhhhhh. My sinuses have chosen this time to act up, to prevent me from being able to see what it is I am writing. | |||||||||||
cynical| Wow | [07 Nov 2005|09:55am] | |||||
Wow, I really do know how to abandon a journal, don't I??? Well, this layout is le uber shiznit. As in, it sucks. | ||||||
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09 January 2004
Diaryland Days
Welcome. This is my diary, obviously. Basically it's a place for me to vent, reflect and keep in contact with my friends. I hope you enjoy my diary!
About me. My name is Aisling, but my friends have many names for me, including Ash, Aisy, Watson (lol) and more! I'm a 16 year old, vegetarian, with dirty blonde hair and brown eyes. I'm also quite short (when compared to my friends): 5ft3. I go to CHHS and I have finished grade 10 (yay). I'm an average student I suppose. I enjoy doing lots of things that I'll list when I find more time, but for now, just read my entries!
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Hey all!
New layout as you can obviously see (if you are still seeing Justin, go back to the index and refresh now!). This one is featuring Michael Jackson in the video "Earth Song." I know Michael is the punchline of every joke right now and that he is in the middle of a "huge" contreversy. I've noticed that some people are very anti-Michael aswell. Well, I won't comment on his personal life because I have no clue what goes on in his head but I must say that I will continue to be a fan because HIS TALENT IS UNDENYABLE. He is such a talented person! He's inspired so many! I wish I had half of his talent because if I did, I'd be a great performer indeed.
Not much going on in the life-front... Next week I have 2 half days. BFD, except I get to sleep in :D My dad bought Uptown Girls, which I thought was a good movie. Not as good as Bend It Like Beckham, but still okay. Especially Dakota Fanning. She is so awesome!
Well, spacin out now. I'll catch ya later k?? Honestly I have about 50 other journals to update (not quite but close) so I REALLY gotta jet! Lataaahs.
Loadsa Luv, Aisling
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2004-01-11 - 9:31 p.m. Hey, how's it going? Not many people have been visiting lately but ah well, amybe it's time for some more "getting the word out"-type things. This may also be a golden opportunity in disguise to try something new online here. Hmmmmm.... My parents are planning for my sweet sixteenth already. They're gonna have a party and buy my a daughters ring (Which is a ring with your birthstone with your parents' brithstones on either side. It'll be wicked because my b-day is in April, thus the stone is Diamond/ Cubic Zirconia and both of my parents were born in March, so it'll be Aquamarine-Diamond-Aquamarine. Super fab.) Not much goin on except I have a recently new obsession with Kat and Andrea's site Inner Strength which is a Hilary Duff site. I absolutely luv it. LOL. Arg. School again tomorrow. I love the weekend so much and I hate to see it go. But you can't win them all and atleast Tues. and Thurs. are half days. Plus, I think next Monday is too then Tuesday and Friday are my only exams so really I'll be home quite often. Pity, Matt (my 14 year old brother_, will also be home on the 30th so i'll hafta deal with his ridiculous 14 year old "charm" (lol, it isn't really charm, more like his telling me to be quiet when I'm performing around the house.). Well, I'm gonna go. I hafta go to bed in half an hour and I still wanna stare into space (ha ha, jk). Later. ----- P.S. Got some questions to answer: WTF???? Wat r dese picz of on uR latyou????? "Dese Picz" are from Michael Jackson's The Earth Song video. It's a bit of an old video (not super old but not exactly recent). The pics are mainly of Michael singing but there's also the one with the bike is one of the bike all nice and normal before a war in Croatia and if you look closely I overlayed a pic of the bike all burned and distroyed. The other is of dolphins. One pic is of them swimming and the other is of one in a tuna net which is also overlayed but you can hardly tell. What's ur fav thang 2 where? To wear? Um, clothes are nice, lol. I'd probably say shirts and stuff because I usually wear boring pants like jeans or something but the shirt is where it's at! LOL. What's it like being an international celebrity? I really have no clue. When I become an internantional celebrity I'll let you know. :D Loadsa Luv, Aisling -------- 2004-01-13 - 9:08 a.m. Hey sup??? I'm in a bit of a pissy mood cuz I HAFTA GO TO SCHOOL TODAY! It's a half day right? And almost NOBODY is going but I have to because "attendance is a part of your PE mark and you need that mark. Besides, it's your 4th last gym class ever!" And all we'll be doing in PE is sitting around in the Fitness Centre and the other class I have is broadcasting. Do you know what we're doing in broadcasting??? We're watching the last half of Pirates of the Caribbean!!! I mean, I can do that at HOME!!!!! (We have it on DVD :P) So yeah I'm SO angry at my mom. That's all for now. Catchy'all later. Loadsa Luv, Aisling -------- 2004-01-15 - 10:13 a.m. New layout! I'm watching Finding Nemo in Broadcasting and so now I am obsessed with "Squishy." I luve that part: "I will call you Squishy and you will be mine and you will be my squishy." LOL. Then Squishy stings her and she goes "Bad Squishy!" LOL. I luv Dory (and Ellen Degeneres of course). Half day again today. Yay! Except I have Sciences and English. Boo! I am also beyond stressed because I know NOTHING for my sciences exam. So, don't anyone piss me off cuz I'm about to blow a gasket and kill everyone! Ha ha, and no, I'm not joking. Well, gonna go do some stuff. P.S. I'm wearing shoes that make me 3 inches taller! So I'm now a giant at 5 foot 6. Yay! Later. Loadsa Luv, Aisling -------- 004-01-18 - 12:20 a.m. Hey everyone! New layout and this one will be up for a while because I won't be on much I think... Maybe a little but I do have exams coming up. Anyway, it's from Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen. I read the book WAY before they started the movie and loved it. I've seen the trailer for it too and although it's not exactly the same it seems okay. I saw Freaky Friday today. I thought it was good. Got my b-day present from my parents today. Yeah, my b-day is inm April (ha ha). But it's a Daughter Pride Ring and has my birthstone in the middle with my parents' around it. It's white gold... cuz I don't like yellow. Found out my English mark. 80% which is the highest in my class. Can you believe it's English 10-1 and the highest mark is an 80??? How dumb is that??? Anyway, I beat Orry by 2% so I'm happy (mwah ha ha ha). Everyone check out Heidi's site let me post it a few (hundred) times. Well, I'm gonna go to bed after I check my e-mail. Last night at Justine's I stayed up until about 2.30 am and woke up sometime before 10ish. It's now 12.42 am and I'm still awake. LOL. Question time!!!! If YOU'RE a giant..then what the h*ll am I?!?! *lissa* Abnormal. LOL. J/K. what is FTP???? It's a file uploader thingie that I personally love because you can upload so many files at once. Basicly, for me, it's an online folder and I just drag my files from wherever I saved them (i.e. my disk) into the folder and it uploads it for me. Before I used FTP I was like "who needs it?" but now I'm like "What??? I can't upload files with a FILE MANAGER!!!! That'd be slow and boring!!! LOL. Sorry, I'm tired and so that wasn't really an explanation. Loadsa Luv, Aisling -------- 2004-02-25 - 3:19 p.m. Hey Guys!! I'm at school right now!!!! TTYL!!! LMAO. Loadsa Luv, Aisling -------- 2004-03-14 - 11:49 a.m. Hey everyone! Whew, what a week! It was soooo stressful! In PASS my teacher-dude was like "Okay, today they want us to talk about stress" so I kinda posed like a reporter and said "Okay, let me tell YOUUUU something about stress." PASS is the best class, cuz I get to goof off and say what ever I want. My teacher doesn't make us do anything cuz he says it's kinda dumb. Like they wanted us to do a survey about out mental health and he was like "It's like Cosmo 'How hott is your boyfriend?' or 'Your mental health on one short page!'" It was soooo funny! So, I'm obsessed with the song "Everytime" by Britney Spears. Yup, I love it!!! I also made a new layout, obviously. This is from the magna comic "Wish" which I've only read a bit of but all of my friends read. It's a very plain layout but at the moment I'm too lazy to make a new one.... Who knows how long that will last for??? Anyway, just thought it was cute. Oh yeah and on the top, blue bar thang it says "D-Ash!" Which is like Dahling-Ash and then I realised it was like dash but anyway, that was totally irrelevant. yeah, one question: how old are you? Um... 15... it says somewhere on one of the Ash pages aswell.... Loadsa Luv, Aisling
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08 April 1988
Grade 10 Poetry
Too Far Gone-
I've been lying here
staring at the ceiling for an hour
with my fingertips
tracing up and down my arm
my skin won't make it
my brain can't take it
I've got to get away
I'm too far gone
You can't find me
'cause I'm lost
I can't even help myself
I'm torn
between my sanity and feelings for you
You can try
try to fix me
Make me smile
But I'm just faking
Realize,
to fix my soul you'll need much more than glue
I'm too far gone.
My Greatest Fear-
Sitting here, alone again, with scissors or a safety pin
I get another craving for that sweet adreneline
I long to see my flesh torn,
and blood turned black on a metal blade
No flash of regret or sorrow
I know I can't be saved
Later, now, I lie here
Wiping these pathetic tears
And pray they won't find out
Cuz that's my Greatest Fear
Untitled-
I don't want to lie awake
Thinking of what could never be
It's a waste of time
To live in my mind
Wishing things could be different
Hoping for a change
You've chosen your own path
It strays from my own
trodden, beaten, the one I'm expected to follow
You branch out and are
Eager to be yourself
Help me to follow in your footsteps
Even though I can't have it my way
I need you
To lead me astray.
Untitled-
it grips you in its inpenetrable hold
The bruises and blood
Flow like the water
Washing the sand below
Can't get a foot hold
No hand to grasp
Every bit of energy used
To keep yourself afloat
The fear of the sea
Cascading into your lungs
The want of joining your
family on the florr
Half fighting and half letting go
What is there left to live for?
Family and friends under the waves
Possessions and lives washed away
Slipping under, your mind loses air
the revenge of the Earth brought you here.
A Letter to Someone-
Hey, long time without a word.
I can't remember the last time we actually spoke
When was the last time we met?
At a party last summer,
We only glanced at eachother
And the air still froze between us.
How did we drift apart?
Someone said something that caused some tears
I think I broke your heart
But I'm not sure.
I seem to have burried the memory
In the same place I burried the hurt
I felt everytime
You ignored my voice.
Did you ever tell my secret/
Because I told yours
One night, drunk in a flurry
I'm sorry.
My mind was like yours,
Forgetful and full
You understand what it's like
To rip out someone's soul
Without thinking
To distroy their spirit in a single breath.
You said you would never
So that to me
In a love letter
You lied.
But I'll miss you forever.
Believe What I Say-
Listen to the wind
Gaze into the sea
They don't care like I do
But they still won't turn away
Be snowflakes
Different by design.
Come clean and let yourself free
It will be restored in time
if you choose to wander
take me with you, and we'll learn
The things that make you think
And let your passion burn.
believe what I say
When i tell you its okay
We're all meant to be different
So please, just stay the same
We run away-
I'll only let you run away
if you let me run aswell
We'll leave it all behind
And no one we will tell
Together we'll avoid the world
We'll find a place to hide
And if trouble somehow finds us
We'll go out with the tide
We don't know where we'll end up
but we can't keep living this life
This pointless, empty existance
Hidden all by lies
When we leave together
Without letters on the shelf
Atleast we'll know the freedom
Of being just ourselves.
Nothing Left-
the night is cold
The ice is dark
My heart is black
My soul is scarred
There's nothing left
Not even the emptiness
When I was stranded here
Everything left
My hopes and dreams
My world
My everything.
When everything was gone
Nothing was left
So nothing and I tried to survive
But its hard to live on mindless conversation
So nothing left too.
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